H. (The H. is Hernan D. Zelaya)
Scene 1 (Walking with my sister to school)
I : I have something to tell
Sister: What?
I : I fucking
Sister ...
I : What? What do you think? Sister
: (half smile, has not stopped looking at the floor) ... Nothing ...
I :....
(a week later I made a joke about an alleged girlfriend of mine, showing me that I had forgotten / denied / repressed the whole scene)
Scene 2 (Recess at school)
classmates: Do you like Schwarzenegger? (or type shit)
I : If
Partners: (laughs more, raucous shouting) is fucking, juaaaaa! (jumping around the room)
classmate 1: You told your mom? It's going to want to kill classmate
2 : Hey, you like someone from here ...? Huh ...? Scene 3
(Other recreation)
Companion 1: Come, come you introduce a friend
Companion 2: Hello
I : Hello
1 Companion: why CONTAL Schwarz you like ...
I : Yes, I like him, Don Johnson and Bruce Willis, and others ...
Companion 2: (serious) do not understand, I too am a woman may look cute, but I like women.
I ... 1
Companion: Well that was just
I : Well ... chau ... Scene 4
I : (crying because the guy I liked a joke I had made very heavy)
Father ... What's wrong?
I ... I'm gay
Father: No way, no conditions are not educational or genetic. You're depressed, I did believe, convinced you bla bla bla is a stage and is going to happen when you grow up I'm going to take to debut blablabla you have to have honesty and blabla face (I did not stop mourn , was 15 years ...)
Scene 5
I ... A few years ago wanted to say something and do not believe me
Father: What? What you're gay?
I : If
Father: Are you entered?
I : No
Father: So you're not gay (!!!!) (in a threatening tone) not know what you are doing're giving me the worst news of my life, NOW FROM MY Life has no meaning, I CAN THROW DOWN THE TRAIN (etc) comes
Mother Father : Your son just gave me the worst news, says he is gay
Mother: How can it be? Come the kitchen, so you bought a
popsicles Follow the scene in the kitchen
Mother: But people that are criminal, thieves, are on drugs, weird stuff, I do not want you to be so.
I ... (sucking on popsicles)
Mother: There was one in the neighborhood, poor ...
I have to say that most of these scenes were deeply traumatic ...
Anyway, you never stop coming out from the time that heterosexuality is a universal premise: everyone is heterosexual until proven otherwise. So I've gone through other outlets, and as who spent the years have been less traumatic, and even smiling.
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